life is pretty messy... i don't expect that to be a revelatory declaration to anybody...but it's messy.
schedules are messy... things have been so hectic for me lately that i actually think my shoe-horned nap this afternoon actually hurt more than help. After about an hour of napping, i was abruptly assaulted by the noise of my cellphone alarm. as is often the case, i'd set it for a late as possible so had to scamper out the door and as i was driving to work, i actually wondered if i was still asleep or not. i could hardly tell the difference. weird feeling.
it was probably 2 or 3 hours before i actually felt like myself again. darn nap...usually i'm pretty adapt to snapping out of the groggy coma.
i keep thinking the schedule will somehow un-messify itself... and, strange...it never does. there's always something bubbling to the top. it almost seems as though it will take an active will on my part to slow the pace... but nah...i'm sure, like most problems...it'll just work itself out.
oh that it would.
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